A major part of me wishes you are just a Russian disinformation agent, but the dismayed part of me guesses that probably isn’t the case. You’ve clearly educated yourself using the Internet and that is a tragedy of our modern age.
I would point you to a list of books that would change your entire worldview but I know that’s pointless. It usually took a semester to bring my students around, and it involved classroom discussions, multimedia, the Socratic method, readings, etc. In other words, I needed to provide my students with education and the opportunity to think, and the Internet doesn’t do that. You will just continue to have your biases, misconceptions, and Internet-based conclusions about life. Carry on.