Thank you very much for your kind words. It sounds like you’ve had it rough, too. Having troubles with being suicidal is a more common problem than it should be, isn’t it? My father also took his life. Or at least he told me he was going to. No one did an autopsy. I am lucky that my mother, my other brother and sister only attempted, but were not successful. Mental illness is hard to manage. I think our family is getting better as the generations pass or at least I like to think so. I hope things are better for you.